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LALALA......anyways i've been inlove with this DX video so yeah

Sigh, this is lame. I haven't been using live journal for awhile now but meh. For the past few days i've been pretty much pmsing so much that you probably wouldn't know I was until you see me swear like crazy. I feel stupid, irritated, annoyed and lame that I can mix all those feeling in a blender and drink it whole. Here are examples;

Buying crazy amount of yugiohcards and not give a crap! (has no clue what this is suppose to mean)
Getting along with my mom...yes I SAID MY MOM
Get into fights with the two people that are really close to me,

All i know is that, I'm sorry if i offended anyone in anyone and if so I apologize and if there is anyone I can make it up to you" Please just say so".

Okay, so today was like an ordinary day for me that is. Came to school at lunch*read Densha Otoko until then* and played cards with a bunch of my friends. Went to my afternoon classes and did my work. After school I waited for a frienda but it seemed that he was going to go to friendb's house and so we waited for friendb in the physic's room while playing cards. It was odd that I choose not to go home instead but to stay with them just for the heck of it, and my feeling was right. When I got home my so called "MOTHER" was there, I greeted her like a normal son would and turned on my computer. *AND HERE COMES THE BITCH PART*

*NOTE THAT THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE ALL VIET SO YEAH*
She walked in and asked me "why did you let your uncle use your laptop"
"Cause I let the other one use it so it's only fair"(me)
"How do you know he wont destroy it?"
"Cause I check it every day and it seems to be fine"(me)
"Go fix it, I did something to it, but I don't know what"
And thus I went over and nothing was wrong and went back to my room saying it was fine
"Let me use your computer then" my mom asked"(me)
"It's okay, go use the laptop"
she looks at my computer and says "wheres your old one"
"Sold it to my cousin and got this one"(me)
"What the fuck, why didn't you tell me"
"Cause it wasn't such a big deal and I couldn't at the time"(me)
"Why the hell don't you tell me things, what kind of son are you"
*CENSORED THE REST cause other things are like private but ill say the rest and it may not make any sense cause I had to change the order cause I don't remember how it went but I do remember what happen so yeah*
"YOU FUCKING NO GOOD SON, YOU NEVER TELL ME ANYTHING"
"whats wrong with you, I didn't do anything wrong. I come home say hi, turn on my computer and you come yell at me"(me)
"I WOULD NEVER THINK THAT YOU WOULD BE LIKE THAT"
"LEAVE PLEASE, I don't want to say anything"(me)
*CENSORED MORE SHIT*
"NEVER CALL ME YOUR MOM AGAIN, my biggest mistake was giving birth to you! All I ever try to do is help you become a better person but you never speak kindly to me. When you talk to other people you speak so nice and softly. But when you speak to me your always yelling" *I DON"T YELL, i just raise my voice cause its Viet can't do much about it and hey what can you do about it"
"Okay enough, cause if I'm your biggest mistake then why did you tell me to come live with you"(me) *this part was my bad cause she didn't really but she did kick me out and i choose to come back because of the censer things and she kinda did in some way"
She then takes of her shoe and tries to slap me across my face but its a shoe I DO NOT WANT THAT IN MY FACE so i dodge and then she goes" why are you dodging, I'm your fucking mom" Slaps me with her hand, I take that though.
*CENSORED MORE SHIT*
" MAKE YOUR DAD PAY FOR YOU AND EVERYTHING I WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING FOR YOU EVER AGAIN AND SHIT"
" Leave, get out of this room"(me)
"THIS IS MY HOUSE I HAVE THE RIGHT TO STAY IN THIS ROOM"
" whatever you say"
*leaves*

BITCH PART 2
*calls my dad*
"I got kicked out again"(was suppose to be mentioned but its kinda was censored lol)
"okay"(dad)
"yeah, so I explained everything"
" i have nothing to say"
" I see, okay then whatever no point in telling you" and I hang up..so yeah...

To be honest, I hate my family I want to like leave, I really want to call my uncle and ask if I can like live with him or something. BUT whatever I'm getting tired of this crap so yeah, I might go to sleep ...pack up my things and like leave".
I actually want to drop this semester now and like leave and work for a bit then go back to school or something *RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME SOUNDS REALLY NICE*

Lately, everything I seem to do has been boring me. Stuff like drawing, going to classes, hanging out with friends or even talking to to parents. I feel annoyed of it all? I have the urge to just go somewhere really far away but I can't... I guess I'm a loser like that. So what now? ...maybe i should just get run over by a car and end it all..haha I actually wonder how that would feel? =] would it hurt if i die? cause it would hurt if i didn't LOL anyways gotta go to sleep...PEACE

Getting tired of this, and other stuff and mostly friends. But whatever


this makes me happy no matter how much times I watch it DX ....ahhahaha ..whatever going to bed or something

WHICH ONE DO I SAY NOW!? Like it's still apart of haruhi..which makes it haruhism, but since its the opposite gender shouldn't it be Harukism?! But then Kyonko is like the main star of this version or so many people say so its consider Kyonkoism...! Well whatever which it is, I'm still fugging confused but high on it! I blame YOU KAI AND HIME, I was pretty happy not knowing about these but you guys had to like drag me back into this UGH...CURSE YOU! Btw If anyone heard about the rumor where they were actually consider doing the gender swap as an actual anime please provide info for me, I really want to find out more about it...in anyways heres a little something that was nice and interesting.





On another note, I'm still sick! I caught a flue/fever/cold on friday night. It's actually still effecting how I think at the moment, and I feel like crashing and burn any moment but whatever! BACK TO MY NEWLY FOUND LOVE <3...ps Gundam OO finally was amazing well done? It was very interesting and had a lot of satisfying info for now! Since season 2 will start again in October! But which ever the case is, lets get ready and look forward to it!

I just got home from school *had to leave early cause of a headache* So basically, I was being stupid with a couple of friend's and we decided to play big 2 or 13 for shots. Basically loser of the round had to take shots of vodka!DX I lost like 5/6 times and man does my head hurt. Yesterday was better because it was cold and it was strong and went down easy. But today the bottle was hot( they pored it in a water bottle and brought it to school) and man was it hard to drink or what. And thus here I am, setting in front of my computer with the biggest headache ever! I feel so stupid, and I feel like throwing up. I am so not doing this anymore (wished it was beer instead though, now thats a drink I can handle). Anyways I'm going to eat some noodles and like sleep this off, lets hope I don't throw up! DX

Ps DON'T YELL AT ME DX I WAS BEING STUPID. Thankyou DX come again

OMG, my life has no friggen meaning LOL DX*lies* today was fun/boring at the same time I guess. BUT MAN I'm so addicted to Senko no Ronde


It's one hell of a fun game sorta. It really depends on you. BUT it was so funny today.
Before Myself, Khoa and Richard would only play story but it was getting a little to tedious so I gave score attack a try. At first I sucked so badly cause I didn't know what the Fcuk was actually going on. Then after getting bored I tried a Characters I enjoyed using and gave it another go and ended up getting to the final stage and dying but I scored a ranking spot online. It was funny, cause my rank was about 1556 or something in the world for using Karel Werfel which made me sad and laugh at the same time. After a little break and letting richard and feng rape the xbox, I choose to give it another go and to my surprise I got a higher score and I was very proud. From 1556 I went to 656 LOL and within that list only 20-30 people who played the game from North America *most were from Japan*. In the end I still didn't beat my current score but who cares DX 656 is a fine ranking for a noob like myself. *oh we also played xbox live with someone Khoa knew from a shooter forums and got raped but that wasn't important*. Time to go to sleep DX school tomorrow *EW*

Ugh school starts on tuesday and I feel like I could just choke someone to death. Lately I've been listening to alot of Joe Hisaishi songs on youtube and I'm loving it DX LOl (nerd). But then I start to think whoa, I'm lame, I wished I could do something like that but like the loser I am I cant. I've also noticed that I have less things to do lately. I mean I have thing's I could be doing but choose not to and do stuff like surf DA or listen to music on youtube and other weird things. I swear I need a job or something but in any case, I seriously need to take things serious. Hmph since I have alot of free time on my hands now, I guess I'll just start reading novels, get back into writing review on animes and other crap. All in all I feel like I haven't accomplished any oh the goals I've set for myself during New years. *JINGLE BELL JINGLE BELL* LOL heres a really good song >_> though.

The past few day's my life turned upside down in away but it's been really fun.
*Thursday*
For the whole day, My family and myself were somewhere near New Market and Union Ville at court. It seemed something happen within the family *cannot get into details* but it was sure a pain in the ass. At first my uncle was looking at the directions my cousin got for us on Map Quest but we got lost and ended up lost and back where we started *Aka Wonder Land (don't ask)*. And So I took up the task and lead the way and we actually got there in one piece. But before we actually went in the court building we all decided to take a Lunch break at Micky d's LOL. There I tried the New McRib sandwich, which was actually really disappointing because it was to meaty and messy. Then we went to court and... *Fast forward 4-7 hours* I ended up moving back with my grandmother and that was pretty much it.

*Friday*
NO SCHOOL LOL, it was Good Friday which meant I could have slept in *COULD HAVE* but I had a little date thingy planned with Kaiya LOL. Yes little date thingy as in me coming over there and invading until my dad was able to actually come pick me up *9pm*. It was fun, but like always her place is so well hidden it took awhile to find our way. When I actually got there, we had to eat...*kaiya forced me to* then we msn and etc for a bit, watched jumper and hair spray and heres the bitch part. When we got to the "GOOD Part" my phone would ring. First it was my mom, then about 5-10mins my phone went off again this time it was my dad. =___= An hour later, the same thing happened... thus making me almost destroy my phone but whatever. It was actually a really fun day but very tiring thank god I got rides back and forth.

*Saturday*
Once again, I could have slept in but I choose to wake up early because I had to get a new tower since I sold my old one to my cousin. I was really happen about getting a New Pc but man was it a pain to carry since we had to take the bus back to khoa's house. For a couple of hours Khoa, Kaiya and Myself were hoboing at khoa's place waiting for my dad to come pick us up and watch Vantage point but somewhere along the way, Khoa couldn't come anymore because he had to Babysit his brother, so there we were. My dad, his girlfriend, Kaiya and myself LOL*double date*. Watching a Movie that reseted itself about 6 times, which made it really interesting but at the same time spoiling everything*I pretty much guessed what was going to happen next and I was actually right LOL*. Afterwards we went to eat congee wong at FMP which pissed me off, cause originally we were suppose to watch shutter but theaters that showed it were places like fmp and other random places but whatever. We ordered so much food and wasn't able to finish anything and so Kai took everything home. AND Now I'm here, in pjs and falling halfasleep LOL. GRAMMER AND SPELLING SUCKS AND THIS WAS SUCH A BORING WAY OF EXPLAINING WHAT HAPPEN BUT WHATEVER GOING TO SLEEP OR SOMETHING NOW so PEACE!

At this very moment, I am very bored. In the past few day's my life from a straight guy with a girlfriend became me a straight guy with a girlfriend wanting yaoi??? DX what the hell is wrong with me. But I can't help it, 6918/8018/D18 and lockonxtieria are so tempting. I mean common look at these chars, they just match DX. But it seems I can't finding myself liking a 27 =/ pairing.
However the past few day's have been crazy fun, I mean mtac was very interesting, spending a lot of time with kai, playing games and drawing had kill my life that I'm very bored of it all well not the spending time with kai part LOL (+___+ but i do miss her ugh).
=/ And here is were I go emo, I mean I always had a dream of becoming an editor but my English sucks so much that =/ it just plainly sucks and now I'm just lost. What should I do with my life? Well I'm *still* young I have plenty of time to decided *not really*


well heres something =] interesting other then my emo crap DX

=D omg I'm so happy, i finally got my along waited toheart2 and dmc4. THANK YOU SO MUCH KHOA, well heres the run down of what happen today in the life of DX me..LOL?
Today khoa had a ddr tourny he wanted to enter and he asked me to come along, and I agreed but i also wanted to spend some time with my girlfriend and which i asked her, and to make khoa not feel like a third wheel we dragged jade along. The original plan was to all meet at 11 at finch station but it turned out =/ kaiya was the only one on time, i arrived about 10 mins later and jade didn't even show up. Khoa who had to go ahead to centerpoint to make sure he was got there ontime waited for us at eb. Where we socially talked to the staff geoff*i cant remember how to spell it...hey only spelling it the way i say it on his employee name tag* so after an hour of waiting, i was dragged into the tourny and lost big time, while khoa won 1st place half assed *ENVY*. He then was nice enough to use his 100 dollar award to buy me DMC4! and himself a 360 with some other games. We then went to shopper to pick up a package which we though would be the guitarfreaks controller we order...but it turned out to be *dun dun dun* TO HEART 2 another day which i preorder in nov!!!! after me jumping up and down happy like a little girl, we went to khoa's place crashed there *watched movies* played games and went home...DX hahahahaha that was fun..we should do it again DX in anycase I think today was one of those better days that happen during march break in anycase time to die out >_>

Today was such a B!TCH cause of so many reasons so heres what happen...
- Finally was able to get somewhat a good night sleep
- Found out oshan was going to pmall and kaiya was going to go as well
- Went to pmall with khoa
- an hour later both text that they're not going
- went around and ate *forgot mastercard damnit*
- Head for home, went to centerpoint blahblahblah
- Got a ride from dad at york
- Told him about...kaiya
- Nap
- and practices drawing
thats it...im really lazy atm so yeah >_>

Once again I'm dead tired, and this time it wasn't because of DIET PEPSEI! ...*glares at dad* last night a group of friends and myself were trying to figure out what was going to happen the next day and then they canceled it last minute... =___=
*fast forward*
- I went through a hell of a night cause of my dad's snoring
- kaiya and I decided to go to pmall
-.... yeah
but today was kinda fun, yet i felt sorry for khoa. I think i made him feel like he was the third wheel today, not sure in any case I'm really happy about getting back with "her" it just felt right...even though all she could say today was stuff like yaoi, fan serves and etc..but yeah cant do anything about that
*fast forward*
- went around pmall
- kaiya went home early
- fell asleep on the bus >_>
- went to khoa and played brawl
and that was pretty much my day >_> okay I'm done now, going to sleep hopefully dad doesn't snore lol!!!

I'm so friggen tired its not even funny. I ended up sleeping over a friends house cause i didn't feel like going home and bragging into my room and waking up my dad so there we were. Sitting there on the bed bored to death and not falling asleep. LIKE SERIOUSLY i think they're is something wrong with diet pepsi ...so we just sat there playing games watching anime and etc =/ and it seems like we burned out at 5....then 5 hours later we had to get up get ready and go out...UGH +A+ *fast forward* went to pmall with ray and khoa and then went to khoa's afterwards and played brawl THE END.....now im tired =A= going to die out now. I JUST NOTICED I HAD TO MUCH DOTS =/ meh whatever here's something cool to watch and pass the time

=A= heres number 2, even though I'm really lazy atm...but WOOT going to be playing hitman reborn for the ps2 very soon like in 5 4 3 2 1...now!!!!! hahaha XD i cant wait, in anycase i've been thinking if this is a confession journal then what do i write? hm do i say i like you/i love you =A= or something or just make up random crap DX like this girl is hot and stuff *imagines getting killed by kaiya when i see her LOL* ... DX jkjk in anycase like many other guys in northamerica today, we all have just +A+ went to a friends house to play Super smash brothers brawl which is to addictive for my taste LOL ....anyways time to die out

I really don't like ranting in these kind of blog spaces or etc, but it seems like i should start since a certain "SOMEONE" wants me to write confession journals ...LoL? thats just to random god damit but here goes nothing. WOOT today was worth me being randomly emo XD on the train..harharhar reasons why i was being emo =T

1. THEY CAME LATE and Khoa had to leave early
2. only got 4 hours of sleep and wanted to pass out
3. couldn't stop thinking....about..uh her cause she was like in front of me..dot dot dot
4. I didn't want to hear would you kiss mako....
5. I WASNT EVEN EMOING LOL!!?!?!?!?!

just because i was standing near the door's of a train doesn't mean I'm like totally emo, i was just being me while listening to my hatsune miku songs *vocaloid2 is just awesome*  in any case i feel like dying out now..ill just try forcing myself to make me update this as a habit or something...DIES*********